Life has been crazy lately. I feel like I always say that. Maybe when it's finally not so crazy I should just start out by saying, life's calm right now... hahaha yeah right! It feels like we have constantly been on the go in one way or another. I mean really... even when Everett wants to sit down to watch a show it's 'Bo on the Go', (a weird kids show I accidentally clicked on when I scrolled to far and now Everett loves it). I don't remember if I mentioned going to my best friend's wedding a few weeks ago yet. It was so amazing and beautiful. It's fun to be reminded of how far we've come and how we are still growing. Things have been difficult lately as far as my sleep stuff goes. Being on two different medications that pretty much have opposite side affects from each other is really tricky. It's hard to know what's working, why it's working, and which medication it's attributed to if it is or isn't. I am so grateful for modern medicine and it would be worse to not have it available at all. But at the same time I feel like my whole life, my whole day revolves around remembering to take two little pills and making sure they are available to me. Ugh. It's frustrating at times.
But, I am hanging in there and there could be things that are a lot worse. I am just so grateful for this church I am a part of and the members in it that are around me. It makes it all so much easier and helps me to know there is a light at the end of the tunnel, even if it doesn't end up being right now. Although I've been mostly really tired, sometimes I feel like I have upbeat episodes or something. I mean really. It's almost like I have so much I want to do and create and crave feeling productive that I start doing a bunch of things all at once when I have energy because I don't know how long it will last for. The worst is when I do start some projects or whatever and then crash and stay crashed for weeks. It's just kind of depressing because then I can't finish it and I want to... but I also want to... need to nap. Anyways, I have no idea where that rant came from. I really am fine and hope you all know I was writing that all in a mostly sarcastic way. We all have our ups and downs and believe me when I say this is not even close to a super low down for me. Now... onto the happy stuff. My life lately in pictures for you!
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